It's really easy for people to convince me that I'm not good enough. Just simply because my self esteem has been low for a long time. Don't get me wrong, I have a great boyfriend who makes me feel beautiful and worth it, but I just can't seem to keep in in my mind.
Honestly, part of the reason I slip so much in school is because I do bad on one thing and I convince myself I'll never be able to achieve anything. So my mind shuts down and I give up. That's what happened this quarter. And now here I am... Trying to make up a million assignments. But I can only blame myself. I did it, not someone else.
I don't know what made me not like myself so much. I don't know what made me think I won't be good enough. I might have an idea why. But I don't know. I guess only time will tell.
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